Holding onto the Rails again.

This weekend has been a sodding disaster.
got myself in such a state I lost my entire bag, keys, purse, phone everything. Spent an hour being interviewed by the police.
I will never ever drink like that again. The last few weekends I've just let myself become such a drunken mess. It won't solve problems, the answers aren't at the bottom of the glass.
I know everyone thinks that it's only one thing that's bugging me, but its not it's just that that's the one thing I can talk about easily. So many things are getting to me at the minute and I just don't know how to word it. or how I really feel.
I need to tackle the things that are getting to me head on and no longer be stuck in the rut that I feel I am.
Fresh starts all round I think.