When people see the good in you

and tell you.

it makes the bad a lot easier.

Even if we can't quite remember what was said.

Sometimes its the people you least expect who make it better.

I wish I had a father figure.

Failed once again by my own.

indeed.

Un pessismist pas dissapointed jamais.

Love Story

Love means never having to say your sorry.

My favourite film quote of all time I think. Simple. beautiful film.

Every time I think of that quote I always think oh I wish I had that with someone, loved so much that you can be forgiven for your sins.

Today though when I thought about it I realised that I do have it...

She is my best friend, and the best thing I have in my life. No matter what I throw at her, how devestating the news can be, she'll pick me up dust me off and make things a better again. I laugh with her, cry with her, hell I even spoon her! We keep each other strong and see the best in each other. There is no jealousy we just want each other to be happy, even if we sometimes don't agree on the person or thing that's making the other one happy.

Even when I make mistakes she never judges me. she never will. When the worst times came. she didn't shout, judge or give me any grief. she just called me straight back and talked to me. helped me through a tough decision and on the day stayed up all night just so she could say goodbye to me and make sure I was okay.

THAT is love.

And I never have to say sorry.

Monotony.

My days are the becoming the same thing every day.

doing my head in. plus being worse of than when I was at uni is fucking shit.

made a start on changing that today though. one phonecall goes a long long way...

Today was shit and good at the same time. Mortified myself faceplanting. and then wore Tuna.

but at least I got given hope that was has been bugging me for the last wee while might eventually be resolved hopefully . But thats' all it EVER is. Hope. cos I won't beleive it till I see it.

I meant it when I said I was done. To deletion extent.

Just looked through my photos and found this...

monster munch, If you are reading this, I fucking miss you. so hard Love you .

Wise words William Beckett.

"So save your breath and the money you spent, Go work in retail and spare the suspense, Just don't take chances on anything at all, Anything at all."

Story of my so called life.

best friends means forever.

me next. The pustino's are forever.

Last Night...

I slept with my fingers crossed.